To my heavenly husband on what would have been your 38th birthday,

So much has changed. I stood looking back at the last 2 and a bit years wondering how we all got here without you. At the beginning, it seemed like the most impossible task and now, looking back, it’s just happened whether we liked it or not.

Time has sped up and here we are. It’s your birthday again… And you’re not here.

I think of you constantly, I don’t think that’ll ever go away. How can it, my heart now beats for the both of us.

The kids miss you terribly, many tears have been shed lately. They struggle to move forward while keeping you with them, just like the rest of us.

My only wish today is that you feel the huge amounts of love being sent to you. Your annual event is falling on your birthday this year which is perfection in my opinion.

I love you, love you, love you. My very favourite person. Xx