Believe it or not, I think you can.

It’s an interesting theory. Can you just decide that enough is enough and just be happy? Can you separate your tired, traumatised self from the person that’s looking forward to their future enough to actually have a genuine smile on your face? I think so. At least, in my experience you can.

I’ll admit I am growing somewhat impatient. I’m like that by nature anyhow. I kind of wish you could just fast forward a little, like a preview, just to catch a sneak peek of what’s to come so that the smiles and positive attitude and daily pep talks are worth it. We have no idea what’s around the corner. None. Somehow however, being ‘whole’ or rather having all the things that tick your boxes makes you stop wondering what’s around the corner because you’ve already got what you want so you’re free to just live your life without great concern.

At present I’m not whole. I’m constantly searching my surroundings for the what-could-bes. I want to be whole though so I continue to will it to be that way. Knowing what I know about the law of attraction helps me to consciously keep my vibration up. Whatever will be will be and I’m sure my future is going to be great. In the meantime, I’m sort of in limbo.

My limbo isn’t so bad. I have great friends and family, a great job, a pretty great life all round to be frank. I am surrounded by love, what more could one need? More love. Always more love. You can’t ever have enough love.

So I choose happy. I choose to see what I have and be grateful. I choose to live out my days with a positive attitude. Because it’s a choice, this happiness stuff.